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Hey i decided to put poems that people send me here...so if u want your poem on my site just e-mail me

Poems i didnt write

Hide and Seek
When I am alone,and quite alone,
I play a game, and it's all on my own.

I hide myself
Behind my self
And then I try
To fine my self.

I hide in the closet,
Where no one can see;
Then I start looking
Around for me.

I hide myself
And look for myself;
There once was a shadow
I took for my self.

I hide in a corner;
I hide in the bed;
And when I come near me
I pull in my head!

Cat Kisses

Sand paper kisses
on a cheek or chin-
that is the way
for a day to begin!

Sandpaper kisses-
a cuddle,a purr.
I have an alarm clock
that's covered with fur.





Eternity of Tears

The emotions blast through the murky eyes
All love torn off her hands
No where to turn, no one to care
Her blood is replaced with the soft droplets she creates
The negativity keeps her nailed to the floor
She'll attempt to stand, but is too weak
Every reminder drives her deeper, deeper into sorrow
The infant like sounds are all hers, growing louder
Just as her adrenaline begins to slow another
Memory one of a million, comes to mind
No one can see her eternity of tears

The poems i did write-these would be the bad ones

inside

I crawl deep into a hole
I crawl deep into my soul
down in the darkness
and surrounded by lonlyness
all of my life is crashing down
i feel like my head is spinning around
i dont want to be here now
i want to get out somehow
you say im like everyone else
but how bout you look at yourself
so im stuck here forever till the end
waiting for my heart to mend

Tears of Blood

Tears of blood streaming down my face
Feeling my life is just to much to take
Ive been beaten and brused
I have nothing to loose
My friends all ditched me
How was i too stupid to see
My parents yell and scream
My brother&sister are always too mean
Im always pissed im always sad
Theres only one person who can make me glad
Tears of blood running down my face
Now i am gone without a trace

WaR
I can't stand watching people dying
watching people crying
Wondering whats the reason of living
Why can't we all just be more forgiving
Wanting it to all go away
Hoping it will all be like yesterday
How can one person cause all this pain?
Now it is all driving me insane
What is this all for?
Now i see we are all in this war

Have to tell you

Ive got a confession to make
I love you so much its more then I can take.
I was in love before I saw your face
When I did there was no decision to make.
You didnt get my name right
But hey I didnt fight.
Now I talk to you every day
But I cant find the right things to say.
Why do my feelings always come out wrong?
How come Ive had to hold this back for so long?
Im still dreaming of the day,
You say you feel the same way.

Life

Lying in bed at night
Watching everything go out of sight
Seeing my life before me
Maybe one day they all will see
How they all made my life a living hell
I doubt it, but oh well

Understand

You all make fun of me
Who cares if i act differnt from u tho
Just caue my pants r to low
I wear huge necklaces, so?
Bracelets up to my elbows
Outfits that dont go
Dont give a fuck wut u say
Im just livin my life everyday
U can all be the same 4 all i give
But y dont u be ur self and live
And just try to understand
That my own life is in MY hands

Away

You never really notcied me
Even my very best wouldnt be
Enough in this world for you to see
How I kept it all inside with me
I rember when i first saw your face
Now it is in my mind and can't be erased
I try to keep all my emotions all bottled up and safe
But I break down in tears thinking of you
Knowing you will never know
Of all the feelings that I can never show
And knowing that I never want this feeling to go

How it is

Can someone tell me what its like to be happy?
Im trying to figure out how my life got so crappy.
Could it be the day I met the guy of my dreams?
Or when I figured out nothing is what it seems?
I used to think I could never be sad,
Now Im longing for those days oh so bad.
I watch the world come crashing down,
And all I can do is watch and frown.
Im twisted and confused.
I dont have much left to lose.
Looking back on all those days,
Wishing I could laugh and play.
With all these thoughts in my head,
There hasnt been one word said.

Dreams of you

Its all in my dreams so sincere
It is all so very clear
In my dreams im always with u
Maybe one day they will come true
I waited so long just to see ur face
Waiting so long for these feelings i now embrace
Now that that day is gone
The day ive waited for so long
I want it all to be back
Having all these feelings i lack
Hope, desire,love
Looking to the clouds above
Hoping u will be next to me
So i can make u finally see
All the feelings i have for u
Hoping my dreams will all come true

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damnit e-mail me some all the ones i have SUCK!